Wednesday, March 20, 2013

what is love??


"What do you think of yourself? You are just a job less, good for nothing creature who can't even give me a kid- that's you are"

   This cruel words slapped on her. She can't respond at all. She can't believe, what she heard just now. Is it the same man whom she loved so much so that, she had left her parents, all her loved ones? It's because of  him she discontinued her study. Actually he didn't want her to do anything she like to do...love to do. He insisted that, his wife don't have to become anything else. She just has to play the role of his wife. Thus, she had to stop all her creative things. She stopped writing, stopped painting, stopped thinking about doing higher studies or having a job. She had done all these, because she love him. Even though he is so indifferent like this, she know he love her a lot too.. she believed so.

But, now she can't tell if he loved her ever? She even don't know whether she love him now? or loved him ever? What is the thing that called love??

Monday, March 11, 2013

A cute love story..

A beep sound in Rohit’s phone.
“Hi, Good morning J
   This made him smile too.. But why, it was just a good morning na?
 “Hi, have a nice day JJ”, he replied back.
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This short but sweet conversation has now become a routine of Rohit’s life. On the other end, it was Rasna. She too feels the same..
   Rohit was getting ready for college. He is doing his Masters now. A very ambitious, enthusiastic, and smart guy.
   Just like every day, some sweet memories came to him. Flashback....
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     Rohit and Rasna were studied in the same boarding school. They were in the same class, but not close friends. Rohit’s memory strikes in their 7th standard. He was a studious boy, but was so shy compared to other boys in mingling with the girls in the class. Rasna was the topper, and the smartest girl in the class. Something else was there in her that made Rohit started noticing her. Each and everything related to her makes him happy. She had a hobby that time. She used to collect different varieties of postal stamps, and arranged them neatly in an album. Rohit used to give her some rare stamps as his father was abroad. He wanted to see her happy on getting all that.
   Thus, “ Rasna is Rohit’s 1st crush”.
But Rohit was unaware of a thing that, somebody else is observing all these in between them. It was Jithu, another boy in the same class, bench mate and room mate of rohith. One day, Jithu announced in the class (don’t remember what made him do so) that Rohit is in love with Rasna. As soon as he made his surprise announcement, Rasna started crying, and poor Rohit had no idea of what to do then.
  At the same time, the bell rang and came the Maths teacher, Mr Pande. He is an old, balded person. From the looks itself, we can understand he is a very strict person.
  Everyone become silent, when Mr. Pande entered the class room, except Rasna. She was still sobbing. Obviously, he asked her what made her cry. And she said “ Rohit said that, I am his lover”. All the students started making noise. “ KEEP QUIET”, as Mr. Pande raised his voice, everybody become silent. He called out “ Rohit, STAND UP”.. Rohit stood with a fast beating heart. “Stretch your hand Rohit” . With his hand trembling, Rohit was beaten up by the teacher very badly. He cancelled the class, and took him to the staff room, where he had given some more punishments in front of other teachers.
      Rohit was totally shaken by this incident. He felt so broken. And within one day, his parents came to take him. He didn’t want to continue in that school. He wanted to live with his parents. Any how, this incident brought to him that luck too. He could stay with his parents!!.
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   That was the flash back..
Then, after school both joined different colleges, and busy with their own careers. It was after he joined for his Masters, that he joined in face book. He could find out a lot of his old friends there, but not Rasna. It was she who send a friend request first. Even though they were not keeping in touch for a long time, both felt so special to each other.  And you know what, another story started....

   To be continued.....

Saturday, March 9, 2013

A call from my friend


   It is a luck to have a good friend. And, in that case, I am a bit more lucky, as I have a good number of  'good friends'. Today, a small incident- a call  from one of  my friends, made me realize that I am lucky enough.

   Today I got a call from 'S'.  He is one of my college friends, who mean a lot to me. But, nowadays, we were not contacting regularly. But, his surprise call really made me happy. As soon as I have attended the call, he asked me " Are you okay dear? is everything going fine?".  I could feel, he is worried, and I wondered why. Then comes the thing behind that;

 I am not a regular person in face book. and I don't have a lot of friends there, only the ones who are so dear, near and important for me.. And, sometimes, when I open my  fb page, I used to share some good quotes or pictures those I came across, which may be posted by my friends or somebody else.The quotes can be inspirational , emotional or philosophical. Actually, some of the emotional wordings were so emotional and sentimental that, any body can come to a conclusion that, I am going through a bad phase of life. or I am passing through any 'break ups'- . but, you know what, nobody else noticed this and not  texted or called me to know if the things are going well or not.

  But, 'S' noticed this, and called me. He wanted to make sure that, I am doing well. I assured him that, I am doing great. Everything is going fine.. I felt so happy for his concern and care. This may be a small incident, but it filled my heart. You made my day. Even though, we were not contacting for a short while, you came when you thought I am in trouble. thank you so.. much my dear friend...
     
   I wish and pray to God that, Please make me capable of keeping all my friends with me forever....